[icons] [inspired20in20] Sasame (Prétear): Round 11: Good vs Evil

Challenge: [livejournal.com profile] inspired20in20

Claim: Sasame (Prétear)

Theme: Good vs Evil

Spoilers: for all episodes of the Prétear anime

Categories: - = platonic/nonromantic; /=romantic
11 Sasame
5 Sasame/Fenrir
1 Sasame/Himeno
1 Sasame-Shin
2 Sasame-Hayate

Total Icon Count: 20

Teasers:

Sasame using Sonic Arrow for malevolent purposes Dying Leafe Knight Sasame over Dying Dark Knight Sasame Dark Knight Sasame using Dark Sonic Arrow

Icons Here! )

[icons] [Icontalking] Got Fandom?

First Love - Redwall by Brian Jacques
a yellowed icon with a worn flare effect of a mouse in a robe holding aloft a sword and a shield with an M on it
http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b640/brideskoneko/graphics_by_me/icontalking%20challenges/Got%20Fandom/redwall_firstlove_dreamwriteremmy.jpg~original
[image description - a yellowed icon with a worn/flare effect of a mouse in a robe holding aloft a sword and a shield with an M on it]
This one was tough to decide because I got into my first 3 fandoms that I was fannish in (Harry Potter, Redwall, LOTR) all around the same time.

Current Obsession - The Orbiting Human Circus (of the Air)
a crumpled paper background with the words God you make me sound like such a freak! Everyone should have a narrator
http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b640/brideskoneko/graphics_by_me/icontalking%20challenges/Got%20Fandom/ohc_obsession_freaknarrator_dreamwriteremmy.png~original
[image description - crumpled paper background with the text: God, you make me sound like such a freak! Everyone should have a narrator]

I just love the surrealness of this fandom. This quote is quite possibly one of my favorite lines in the first season.

Biggest Fandom - Gyakuten Saiban/Ace Attorney
a screenshot of little Vera holding her bear sketchpad run through an oil painting filter
http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b640/brideskoneko/graphics_by_me/icontalking%20challenges/Got%20Fandom/bigfandom_aa_tinyveraoilpainting.png~original
[image description: little Vera run through an oil painting filter]
I'm pretty sure Ace Attorney is one of the bigger fandoms I have.

Tiny Fandom - Suki: A Like Story by CLAMP
a yellowed icon with a flare gradient effect to the left of the girl holding a teddy bear
http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b640/brideskoneko/graphics_by_me/icontalking%20challenges/Got%20Fandom/tinyfandom_suki_dreamwriteremmy.jpg~original
[image description - a yellowed icon with a flare gradient effect to the left of the girl holding a teddy bear]
This manga goes into the slightly creepy territory common in some of CLAMP's works, but I saw lot of myself in this really short series. Because cute childish girl with teddy bear companions.

True Love - Welcome to Night Vale
icon with pink marble background and the text A lonely heart a wandering eye an empty stomach a shoulder to cry on This is what makes us us
http://i1295.photobucket.com/albums/b640/brideskoneko/graphics_by_me/icontalking%20challenges/Got%20Fandom/truelove_wtnv32intro_dreamwriteremmy.jpg~original
[image description: icon with pink marble background and the text: A lonely heart a wandering eye an empty stomach a shoulder to cry on This is what makes us us]

I think i'll always fangirl Night Vale because while some things are problematic, they do A LOT of things right. :)

Recovery/Journal Universe Playlist

Personal Playlist for Recovery/Journal Universe

Apollo's Past Arc
01. Seussical - "All Alone in the Universe" https://youtu.be/nGN6o6gIVCA
I'm alone in the universe.
So alone in the universe.
My own planets and stars
Are glowing.
Alone in the universe

02. Honk Jr - "Different" https://youtu.be/Ea5uZHN1k3E
I'm just different,
But I have a sense of pride.
My looks may, well, be funny
But I hurt the same inside.
Different isn't spiteful,
Different isn't wrong!
So, why is it so hard to get along?
I only want to get along!

03. Peter Mayer - "Blue Boat Home" https://youtu.be/YtZUM0JhLvc
Sun, my sail and moon, my rudder
As I ply the starry sea
Leaning over the edge in wonder
Casting questions into the deep

04. Anna Nalick - "Scars" https://youtu.be/rqmm2ujq2Dk
Scars cover you in fine lines
number you a timeline
maybe it is time that we live by my guidelines
I'm not going home without you
I'll save your life
No, not going home without you.
I'll make this right
and wait all night if that's what it takes.

05. Copeland - "No One Really Wins" https://youtu.be/bRRFqVY8MsQ
It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time

06. Jump 5 - "Aloha E Komo Mai" https://youtu.be/agMsFUI9mjI
i lai la ua i la, no mala hini ohana (There, punished from that high place,
Aren't strangers in our family)
welcome cousins, e komo mai, aloha e komo mai (Welcome, cousins, come on by
The different ones (cousins) , welcome, and come here!)

oh when you're down, you're feeling low, got nobody by your side
it can be lonely and you want to only find a place, no need to hide
just lay back you'll fit right in, you can make it all come true
cause there's always hope inside and hope will see you through

07. Between The Trees - "You Give Me Hope" https://youtu.be/y-SsvIy0XdU
We laugh, we cry
Sometimes we're broken and we don't know why
I'm tired and I lose my way
You help me find faith again.

You give me hope in spite of everything
You show me love even with so much pain
So I'll take this life,
And live like I was given another try
Just give me another try.

08. Between The Trees - "White Lines & Red Lights" https://youtu.be/IeyR8GJQrQI
Late night, driving home together
And at red lights we press our lips together
And we're holding tight now
Slow it down now
Let's take our time
Let the moment last
Until it feels right
Holding back
And not getting too carried away
Let the music fade

'cause you are the brightest star
I'm in love with who you are
And you are the brightest star
I'm lost without your love

Songs in Darkness (Klavier Arc)

01. Between The Trees - "Words" https://youtu.be/2Vp2gYjjjk0
This night, this night just like the rest
These same thoughts running through my head
The same reckless phrase with a different face
They say, they say that I am worthless
But I'm not listening
I swear, and yet
Round round they spin like a record now
Same false hopes built to be broke down
Around and around
I'm falling down, again

02. Anna Nalick - "Shine" https://youtu.be/GgiZz-aqheU
There are times when
The poets and porn stars align and
You won't know who to believe in
Well that's a good time to be leavin'
And the past, it knocks on your door
And throws stones at your window at 4 in the morning
Well maybe he thinks it's romantic
He's crazy but you knew that before

03. Copeland - "Not Allowed" https://youtu.be/IpDp7BDDvW8
Here we go I'll smile for you now cause you're sad,
But I'm not allowed to be sad.
And here we go, I'll make a joke for you now, make you smile
But I'm not allowed to be sad.

04. ABBA - "Disillusion" https://youtu.be/QNJBvfkL0s0
How can I forget you
When my world is breakin' down
You're all I had, you're all I want
Disillusion, disillusions now, that's all I have

05. Helio - "Breathe (Remix)" https://youtu.be/EFHPgxJlyns
My head is spinning round
I'm only drunk on you
My world is breaking down
There's one thing left to do
Breathe

06. The Police - "Truth Hits Everybody" https://youtu.be/jcXXhknpO5c
I thought about it and my dream was broken
I clutch at images like dying breath
And I don't want to make a fuss about it
The only certain thing in [life is death]
Take a look at my new toy
It'll blow your head in two, oh boy

07. Kris Allen - "Send Me All Your Angels" https://youtu.be/sfxH1XqzKlU
What am I gonna do tonight
When I’m one step closer to the other side
It’s easy to pretend
Tryin' hard not to fade away
But the world’s got me feeling so out of place
How will all this end?
It’s so hard to say

08. Jon Robert - "I Hear You Call" http://www.sonicbids.com/band/jonrobert/audio/
Look Up, Look Down
And everybody’s watching you
It’s hard this town
I'm thinking what I should do
But I know it's right
It's my life
Won’t be here for long
And I know inside
open wider
haven’t been so strong

09. Third Eye Blind - "Jumper" https://youtu.be/lObgLdtXYpU
I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

{{Ema Flashback - Lana
10. Between The Trees - "The Way She Feels" https://youtu.be/751x-Iyargg
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

11. Satellite - "Saving Us Tonight" https://youtu.be/lFPAOutaJS0
Far above the city streets
Sits the queen of apathy
Watching the rain fall
Staring out the window
I'm right here but you're still alone
Drowning in it all
Baby talk to me
Baby can't you see

That everything we fail to recognize
Takes its toll and
Everything that's eating us alive
Kills us slowly
You can say there's nothing wrong
Close your eyes until it's gone
But I won't let us die without a fight
I'm saving us tonight
}}

12. Copeland - "You Have My Attention" https://youtu.be/FxKwaIlfUHw
Quiet now, your voice seems miles away
Yet somehow, I hear your song resound
A little bit softer each day
And from my tired heart, a little bit farther away

13. Copeland - "Testing the Strong Ones (Alternate Version)" https://youtu.be/prJkZHUzF3Y
I've gotta bust you outta here somehow
I've never seen your heart this tired
I've never seen your spirit held down
I know that you say
This is what you get
For being a bad child
But I know this will be your reward
In just a little while
In just a little while

14. Tremolo - "You Were Born For This" https://youtu.be/OwgkxfdroSc
I see you not like you do.
Not the part, but the whole!
Stagelights on now, take your cue.
Alright, alright, alright!
Why so scared of your shadow?
Prisoner of your own life.
Sleeping on your star of gold.
Alright, alright, alright.

15. Satellite - "Ring The Bells" https://youtu.be/m9txMrr3tpc
We'll ring the bells that lead you home
Cause the only truth I've ever known
Is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
So circle up your best friends
And we'll celebrate the way it ends
At least we live tonight
At least we live tonight

16. U2 - "One" https://youtu.be/DYyWVlh8NLM
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Never Gonna Be Alone (Nick Arc)
01. Copeland - "Control Freak" https://youtu.be/d7SDeqkzpHw
And when I fell asleep, it plagued my dreams,
And 30 bits of glass had become my teeth.
They were breaking each and every time I tried to speak.
It's freaking me out.

02. Soundgarden - "Blackhole Sun" https://youtu.be/KfLs9JJ_p7M
Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind
Tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
And sometimes
Far too long
For snakes

03. Rascal Flatts - "Holes" https://youtu.be/GKndXfPh5PI
I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom
I've been on my knees admitted my problems
The love that we made still barely an echo
And I'll try anything in these big ugly hollow

Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes dig in and surround me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you

04. Copeland - "Eat, Sleep, Repeat" https://youtu.be/uoUpIHnuQhc
Is it any surprise that you feel so overrun?
And all this time you had no one to tell you how to love
And do you thinks it's unwise to go and break yourself on this one?
And all this time you didn't know love (didn't know love)
You didn't know love (didn't know love)
You didn't know love (didn't know love)
You didn't know love...

05. Tremolo - "Room 139" https://youtu.be/WB8VxqsZvOc
I get tired of walking
Down the same old hall
The same fluorescent light

I hear people talking
But they won't shut up
They keep me up at night
Ooo C'mon go

06. Satellite - "Turning On My Own" https://youtu.be/DkNl0pzKzMI
I feel the heat in your stare
And i know the voices you hear
Are not your own
Yeah, there's war in my heart
Gravity pulls apart
If we carry on

07. Satellite - "Say The Words" https://youtu.be/s3joAP4vno0
As it is you're hidden underneath this fight
But sinking like a stone love so far below
The streets are paved with black and yellow lines
That never lead you back to home love
Cuz you're on your own

08. Satellite - "What You Need" https://youtu.be/Ou-Bma4h59E
Give me a chance to break the silence
Give me a chance to recognize

That if there's a way, we're gonna find it
And we're gonna make it out alive
Cause you'd give me back
More then all i had if you needed, you needed
Another chance to make it right

09. Owl City - "This is the Future" https://youtu.be/lmgLOLuh6fI
Wake up on your own
And look around you cause you're not alone
Release your high hopes and they'll survive
Cause this is the future and you are alive

10. Nickelback - "Never Gonna Be Alone" https://youtu.be/1GWQ-oDMG6g
You're never gonna be alone
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
You're never gonna be alone
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

11. Rascal Flatts - "Every Day" https://youtu.be/lZoaxjzsJXI
Sometimes I swear, I don't know if
I'm comin' or goin'
But you always say something
Without even knowin'
That I'm hangin' on to your words
With all of my might and it's alright
Yeah, I'm alright for one more night-

12. Between The Trees - "We Can Try" https://youtu.be/G4ELeZTdW-U
What would you say if I told you I'm not giving up
However long it takes
It's clear that things have changed since when we started
But we can't just walk away babe

So I am telling you that,
I know things aren't quite like what they used to be.
Different faces, different places
Yeah we can try, oh, yeah we can try

13. Nickelback - "If Everyone Cared" https://youtu.be/-IUSZyjiYuY
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

Patchwork Polyamory Bingo Prompt Cards (because I kind of need SOME structures sometimes)

mostly generated from here, using both a few default lists edited AND/OR prompt lists from either plotbunnied bingo fests OR varied communities of original and fanfic.
If I add a card from another fest, I'll put it down here. :D

Bingo Cards )

Patchwork Polyamory Summary Copy

Title: Patchwork Polyamory
Author: Emmy/dreamwriteremmy
Contact: [redacted]

Rating: I'm going to tentatively rate this as somewhere between T and M (I will not know how far the romance-y side of things will go until I write it.)

Spoilers: no spoilers beyond GS4 for this fic!

Warnings: significant age differences, half-siblings choosing to be surrogate parents for each other, coping with health and mental health issues (including but not limited to: Vera's agoraphobia/social anxiety/selective mutism, Miles's phobias, Godot's health/blindness, past histories of trauma/crappy relationships/crappy families and intimacy issues of varying degrees for several people)

Kinks (both narrative and sexy): au canon divergence, au future fic, silver foxes, nonsexual ageplay, blended families, family bonding, polyamory, ace in a poly family, age differences, in love with the enemy, domesticity, polyglot families, reparenting, recovery, demisexuality, kidfic, parenting, fluff

Pairings: given polyamory is the name of the game, these lists are subject change and not necessarily exclusive - [sexual/romantic pairings] Maggey/Gumshoe, Nick/Edgeworth, Apollo/Klavier, Vera/Trucy, Ema/Daryan, Franziska/Adrian, Pearl/Cody, Valant/Thalassa, Godot/Iris/Lana, Iris/Nick, Iris/Lana, Godot/Iris, Trucy/Klavier, Vera/Apollo [nonsexual pairings] Franziska/Miles, Nick/Maya, Maya/Kay

Summary: Wright's massive (and complicated) patchwork extended family composed of a significant amount of the Ace Attorney cast have moved into a co-op living arrangement in a big old house just outside the city at Klavier and Chief Prosecutor Edgeworth's combined suggestion.

Narrative Notes: I haven't QUITE decided who I'm following yet, but I think I'm going to keep pioneering the close-third style I invented this past NaNoWriMo in that there are several narrative points of view that start out separate but slowly begin to weave into one larger intertwined storyline of fic (because I think this is the way i'll get the most out of this massive patchwork family thing going on).

Things I will need help on:
(1) pacing check and narrative balance - PLEASE tell me if my draft is turning into filler drivel since I have a tendency to write myself into corners also narrative balance means let me know if one character seems to be overpowering the narration so I can balance it back out
(2) character check - I have my favorites please tell me if one of my less common characters seems off and help me fix it
(3) language check - because this patchwork family is full of polyglots
(4) grammar - please tell me if I'm mixing tenses and point of views, getting wordy, and/or messing up all the punctuation
(5) cheerleaders - feel free to check in with me as often as you can. A cheerleader who is proactive at poking me does WONDERS at my productivity.

Meta Pack for the support team: collection: patchwork polyamory

Patchwork Polyamory Relationship chart WIP (will be filled more later)

Inspiration 1: Massive Communal Living situation post-GS4, bonus points for polyamory
Inspiration 2: Klavier x Trucy x Apollo: Surrogate Mother
Inspiration 3: Phoenix adopting Klavier into his patchwork family with open arms.
Inspiration 4: my own ficlet about Pearl & Trucy talking about their kids and family dynamics
Notes: Apollo & Trucy know they're half-siblings and Thalassa is their mother. So does Machi.
Notes: Pearl is Maya's heir to the Master's seat since Maya is ace. :)
Notes: Charley is the never dying houseplant.


Asexual
Maya - Heteromantic Ace
Kay - Aromantic Ace (or maybe gray-a)
Demisexual [demisexuals need a strong emotional connection FIRST before they experience romantic/sexual attraction; demis are often late bloomers sexually compared to their peers because of this-- it's not uncommon for them to develop attractions in their late 20s/early 30s]
Miles
Vera
Heterosexual
Maggey
Gumshoe
Larry
Pearl
Thalassa
Valant
Ema
Homosexual
Klavier -biromantic
Bisexual
Nick
Franziska
Daryan
Apollo
Trucy
Vera
Machi
Iris
Lana
Nonsexual Partners
Franziska/Miles (nonsexual ageplay -- big sister/little brother)
Nick/Maya (queerplatonic / just friends / cuddlebuddies)
Maya/Kay (zucchini / queerplatonic)
Primary Partners
Maggey/Gumshoe
Nick/Edgeworth
Apollo/Klavier
Vera/Trucy
Ema/Daryan
Franziska/Adrian
Pearl/Cody
Valant/Thalassa
Godot/Iris/Lana
Surrogate Parents
Trucy for Apollo/Klavier
Apollo for Trucy/Vera

[Common House Tales] Untitled

Title: Untitled Common House AU Snippet
Characters: Prim (The Hunger Games), Rue (The Hunger Games), Nico (Ace Attorney Fandom OC)
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 142
Spoilers: The Hunger Games
Arc: The Common House, a multifandom AU where dead folks live, supernatural stuff is commonplace and OCs interact with canon characters freely
Untitled Common House AU )

[fanfic] [PWKM de-anon] The Way of Wishes Chapter 3: Flicker

Title: The Way of Wishes
Fandom: Ace Attorney
Rating: G
originally written for the Phoenix Wright Kink Meme and posted here
Spoilers: spoilers for Ace Attorney: Apollo Justice from the get-go; spoilers for all other Gyakuten Saiban(Ace Attorney) and Gyakuten Kenji(Investigations) games may be mentioned in passing.
Prompt: Highlight for spoilers: * So why did Thalassa abandon Apollo anyway? Who raised him? How does he react when he finds out?*
Warnings: Highlight *mm... Original characters, messed up foster care system in the future, possibly misinformation about the foster care/adoption placement/disrupted placement process, also unbeta-ed writing. Some possible timeline mess-ups from the GK 1 version of the Court Records Timeline...*

Notes: I added in the timeline dates in this version. So totally early to de-anon this, but what the hell. :) I will love people if they know what the title references! :D

The Way of Wishes Chapter 3: Flicker )

[fanfic] [PWKM de-anon] The Way of Wishes Chapter 2: Problematic Placements

Title: The Way of Wishes
Fandom: Ace Attorney
Rating: G
originally written for the Phoenix Wright Kink Meme and posted here
Spoilers: spoilers for Ace Attorney: Apollo Justice from the get-go; spoilers for all other Gyakuten Saiban(Ace Attorney) and Gyakuten Kenji(Investigations) games may be mentioned in passing.
Prompt: Highlight for spoilers: * So why did Thalassa abandon Apollo anyway? Who raised him? How does he react when he finds out?*
Warnings: Highlight *mm... Original characters, messed up foster care system in the future, possibly misinformation about the foster care/adoption placement/disrupted placement process, also unbeta-ed writing. Some possible timeline mess-ups from the GK 1 version of the Court Records Timeline...*

Notes: I added in the timeline dates in this version. So totally early to de-anon this, but what the hell. :) I will love people if they know what the title references! :D

The Way of Wishes Chapter 2: Problematic Placements )
Chapter 3

[fanfic] [PWKM de-anon] The Way of Wishes Chapter 1: A Mother's Prayer

Title: The Way of Wishes
Fandom: Ace Attorney
Rating: G
originally written for the Phoenix Wright Kink Meme and posted here
Spoilers: spoilers for Ace Attorney: Apollo Justice from the get-go; spoilers for all other Gyakuten Saiban(Ace Attorney) and Gyakuten Kenji(Investigations) games may be mentioned in passing.
Prompt: Highlight for spoilers: * So why did Thalassa abandon Apollo anyway? Who raised him? How does he react when he finds out?*
Warnings: Highlight *mm... Original characters, messed up foster care system in the future, possibly misinformation about the foster care/adoption placement/disrupted placement process, also unbeta-ed writing. Some possible timeline mess-ups from the GK 1 version of the Court Records Timeline...*

Notes: I added in the timeline dates in this version. So totally early to de-anon this, but what the hell. :) I will love people if they know what the title references! :D

The Way of Wishes Chapter 1: A Mother's Prayer )

Chapter 2

[fanfic] [PWKM de-anon] After All Chapter 1

Title: After All
Fandom: Ace Attorney
Chracters & Pairings: Apollo Justice, OC, Kristoph/Apollo
Rating: PG-13 (eventually)
Prompt: Apollo in therapy after the events of AJ.

Bonus points for referred-to Kristoph/Apollo.

De-anon Author Notes: Originally posted here but this one has proper HTML. :)

Anon Author Notes: ... There are so many ways Anon can go with this prompt that a couple different variations of Apollo are popping up, but I'm going to travel with this one for this fic. (Who knows, you might get another one some other time from me with this prompt, OP!)

Also erm.. Merry Christmas, OP and other Anons! :)
After All Chapter 1 )

[fanfic] [ides_of_march] Not as scary as you think

Title: Not as scary as you think
Fandom/Pairing/Prompt: Castlevania: Sorrow series/Soma x Mina/ 13. Nervous & 18. First Kiss
Rating: G
Word Count: 362
Summary: Soma and Mina go to the Hakuba shrine together post-Sorrow series.
Disclaimer: Castlevania series belongs to Konami.
Notes: written for [insanejournal.com profile] ides_of_march 2008

Not as scary as you think )

[fanfic] [ides_of_march] [50episodes] Recovering

Title: Recovering
Fandom/Pairing/Prompt: Pretear/SasamexHayate if you squint/12.Cranky
Rating: G
Word Count: 265
Summary: Hayate checks in on Sasame as he recovers from nearly sacrificing himself. They talk for a bit.
Disclaimer: Pretear belongs to Junichi Satou, Kaori Naruse, ADV Manga, ADV Films, Odex, Geneon, and Kadokawa Shoten.
Highlight for Warnings: *sick!fic, could be construed as both a mild smarm kink(as in intense friendship) and a slight domesticity kink as well]*
Beta: none
Notes: Written for [insanejournal.com profile] ides_of_march and an expansion on the Cranky scene for [insanejournal.com profile] 50episodes

Recovering )